Monday, July 28, 2008

Change?

Last week I finished reading the book Same Kind of Different as Me. I am not a reader, but it only took me 3 days to read it. It was one of the most powerful books I have ever read and I could not put it down, nor could I stop from crying. It really has got me thinking. What kind of a life am I leading? What am I called to do? Who am I called to help? And a number of other questions. I desperately desire to change myself from the inside out, but at the same time have no idea what that looks like. The past week I have been very mellow and confused. How do I go about a life change? So many things have been on my mind and I can't seem to figure it out yet. I know I will, I just don't like thinking about how long it might take me.

Chris and I are moving in April to Nashville. We are so excited. Dallas has become an enemy to me and I do not want to feel that way. I feel as though I don't belong here. I want my future to start now. But I also want to take some people with me. We can conclude that I am confused and contemplating a lot of things. I am so glad I have my husband beside me, with me all the way. I love him so very much.

3 comments:

Allison said...

I believe in you girl. You have some amazing gifts that God has given you and I know that you will use them to His glory. You are beautiful the way you are and have a heart that never stops giving. I am so excited for you and Chris' new experiences in Nashville. But I know He is using you and Chris while you are still in Dallas. P.S. I love this new blog thing you're doing.

Abby said...

i echo allison. love you. and love reading your blog.

Matthryn said...

Blog, huh? I just stumbled across this today. Didn't know. Good to know. Will check from here on....